11:25am
On a bus... heading west




**NOTE: Before reading this, please prepare yourself for some serious sap.





I'm headed for a serious emotional breakdown. I miss David so much. I can't stop thinking about burying my face in his neck when I hug him or how soft he kisses me or how wonderful his warmth is when we cuddle on a cold winter's night. These are things that for the past 5 years I've tried not to take advantage of... but I have. You never really know what you have until it is gone. Whoever said that first got it right on the money.. and I know that they were definitely missing something. I'm missing him. Let's seriously just take everything negative that I have said about him and scratch it out. I love him. I miss him. I'd do anything to have him here right now. I don't want anyone else. I've sort of been trying to find a temporary replacement-ish person here (as awful as that sounds) so that I could keep myself from being extremely lonesome, but so far nothing... and at this point. I don't want that. I want him.




I want David. I want to go home.





In 5 days, it will be our 5 year anniversary. September 5.



5 years is a long time.